Retarded

My mind hurts. Everything is just not the same anymore. Chances came and went.

It's 4.41am and I'm still thinking about you. I came to the realisation that I can no longer pull myself out of this mess.

I've fallen in love with you without knowing that I would. It was once a state of mind, a silly make-believe. Now it's evolving into something sweet like caramelised honey. Never foreseen all of these initially. Please tell me what to do next.