A Blur Blur Week

Monday (27 Oct) - The start of a blur blur week

It's Deepavali. Went to skol by mistake. Didn't read Ms. Koo's message that Physics extra class change to Tuesday. You know it's not right when no one showed up after 9.15 a.m. I phoned Fui Yau. She didn't answered. Ms. Koo was the same case. Then I phoned Phyllis and she said it's tomorrow, not today. Geez, and I thought I was the earliest...

Well, at least my mom bring me to eat Dim Sum... Shud have listen to her when she told me it's not possible to have class on a public holiday.

What a nightmare!!! Ms. Koo later text me, " Haha, u must be sleep sms-ing me now. Enjoy your day ^^" I bet she's enjoying laughing at me this very moment... Haiz...

Tuesday (28 Oct) - Quite a blur blur day

Went to Physics extra class. Not too boring actually.

Dunno how I fell asleep halfway through listening my sister singing her Alice In Wonderland song to me in the afternoon.I swore she's a Jigglypuff, casting her sleepbound spell on me....

Woke up 3 hours later, feeling my head hurts. It's not in my nature to have afternoon naps, no matter how tired I am. It gives me headache after waking up. So I often drink tea to avoid afternoon naps at all costs.

Ate a big fat Panadol. Still did not soothe the headache. Study for 1 hour before going back to sleep again. Miss the CSI NY Season 5 finale. Hope to catch a rerun on Sunday.

Wednesday (29 Oct) - An even more blur blur day

My mom woke me up to go to skol. Forgot to tell her that I don't have any classes today. I squint at the table clock. God, it's only 6.40 a.m!!! Can't a pretty girl like me catch her beauty sleep on her day-off?

Reluctantly I woke up. Feel so tired. Skipped breakfast. No mood for lunch either. Just eat half of my usual serving.

The rest of the day past by with me dunno doing what the heck I am doing. Namely playing computer and watching TV.

Suddenly Fui Yau's advice rang in my head "Jiaming always find reason not to study. It's time to study lol.. A Level leave no time..." Arggghhh, the image of Fun Yau suddenly seemed to appear on my computer screem. I felt the terror so I started to study at 3.30 p.m...

Thursday (30 Oct) - The worst blur blur day of the week.

Real A-Level Biology Practical Exam today!!!!!

Dunno what happened actually. Panicked too much I guess. Fail to find my calculator on the last second of entering the Bio Lab (It's in my bag actually). Just made a grab for Fun Yau's Further-Maths type calculator. Must looked like an idiot running to study area with my lab coat like that, 'coz all the Further Maths student looked at me in disbelief... Fail to read the scales properly. Lose 4 marks. Dunno have to write all the raw data. Another 6 marks gone. Sob... Ms. Joanna said we shud stop worrying bout paper 3 and just move on to Paper 1 and Paper 2. How can I move on?

So sad the whole afternoon. I feel like my soul flew far, far away... Ms. Koo said eating chocolate will make me feel better. But I can't find any in my house... Sob...

Friday (31 Oct) - Thank God-it's-not-as-blur-blur-as-yesterday day

My mom woke me up AGAIN when she woke my sister up. Geez, can't a girl rest in peace in her bed?

Take my sweet time watching TV, eating my lunch, dressing up...

Went to skol at noon for Maths Paper 6. Quite OK actually. B'coz I learned my lesson that I must not study last minute.
Hehe...

Too Lazy To Study

Haiz... Dunno why this year I became so lazy. So helplessly addicted to playing computer and watching TV. When I was supposed to study.

Why am I soooo lazy to study? I've tons of things to read.

Physics, Chemistry, Biology and Maths.... Add up to be my A-Level nightmare!

Too many subjects to read. Yet I like to dilly-dally my time away. Look it's already 2.30 p.m. and I have not study my Biology. Tomorrow's Biology Practical Paper 3.

Maybe I've given up. Since it's not very possible to get A for all the subjects. Maths probably. But the rest? Haha...

See? Even Bunny knows what to do before and during exam...

Can someone please come and take my mouse away, so I won't be able to touch a button again???

Fluff Friends

I'm so hooked.

I can't deny it.

I feel so guilty....

I spent too much time on it.

It's unreal.

It's all do all the time!!!



Haha, it's my fluff Friends pet aka Crazy Oddish actually. Lols!!!
I just want to write a post about it, since I spent lots of times feeding it recently... Dunno why... (Maybe I want a pet? Nah, the only pet I want is a fish tank filled with tropical fish in my bedroom in my future house!!!)

+50 FPH!!! -- Blue Razzberry Ya-Gummy

+10 fph:
Bitten Cookie
Pineapple
Jalapeno (weird crazy oddish...)
Chocolate Frog (gu)
Chocolate Milkshake
Witch's Brew
Salad Bowl
Croissant au Chocolat
Bunny Sucker
Carrot
Two Cherries

+9 fph:
Cheese Cake
Orange Juice

+8 fph:
Toast with Jam
Choco Milk

+ 7 fph:
Glazed Donut

+ 6 fph:
Pear Pair
Eggnog Latte
Candy Corn

+ 5 fph:
Ripe Watermelon
Chocolate Strawberry
fluff(Ade)

+4 fph:
Mojito

+3 fph:
Sparkling Grape
Pomegranate Juice
Holey Cheese

+2 fph:
Green Beer

+ 1 fph:
Peach
Grapes

+ 0 fph Category:
Pina Colada ( "Not Very Good" )
Round Burger ( "Disgusting!")

Drop by and feed it if you are free!!!

Which Way Can I Find A Jackass???

Hey guys, I don't know how many of you have renew you MyKad after you turn 18. I haven't, so I went to the federal building to renew it this morning because I won't have any time to do it when I return from uni during holidays.

OK, the new building near my house and UMS is kinda new, at least better than the old one, despite all the dust in every corner. The first thing I noticed is that many Filipinos are there to get their documentation. They walked around as if they are legal to step on our country's soil. What the heck?!

Anyway, my dad and I waited for about 5 minutes before it's our turn, which is a good sign. This lady, whom I assumed is still new on the job, asked me to hand in my old MyKad for her to check. ALMOST immediately after she put the card into the card reader slot, she said that the chip on my IC is damaged and needs to be replaced. I told her I did nothing to damage the card. ( I mean why would I destroy my own IC?) She insisted I need to renew my card and I will have to surrender in my card to her for the time being until my new MyKad is done. My dad will not have her doing that, he said that I need my old one to complete my visa application and renew my passport. The lady repeatedly insisted she have to take my old card away. But how should I apply for my visa and passport for the time being?

Then she turned and asked me what is my religion. Dumb ass!!! What are you tryin' to do? Discriminate me using my religion?!! Now she really crossed the line...

Idiot: Kami perlu simpan kamu punya card dalam masa ini. Kad yang baru akan siap selepas satu bulan. Cik boleh pakai temporary card dalam masa ini. Cik agama apa? Buddha?
Dad: Ya.
Idiot: Cip dalam kad ini sudah rosak. Cik perlu buat yang baru. Yang ini kami perlu simpan. Bla bla bla....
Dad: Jika dia punya kad sudah rosak, macam mana kau tahu dia punya agama?!

The jackass suddenly became quiet... And went on babbling about the god-damn chip and everything else.

It was pointless arguing with the idiotic blockhead and her supervisor is just another dunce, so we went to find someone who can really solve the problem. We were approached by this guy on the 5th floor when we want to file in a complaint. He brought us to another guy in the section that was DEFINITELY MORE senior than that moron. The new guy got the whole thing sorted out within 5 minutes. He said that I could get my new card after next month and PLUS he said I'm allowed to keep the old one for the time being. Is that much more sensible? You tell me.

After we went out, I asked my dad why he wasn't going to allow that the idiot to keep my card, he said that there is a possibility that some disloyal people in the department might sell my information to illegal immigrants. I could easily lose my nationality because of that! So guys, be careful when someone tells you to hand them your MyKad, ok?

Recently, there was a Sabahan whose status changed from Malaysian to PR. He was jailed for no reason! And there was this guy working in the immigration who sell Malaysians' confidential information to illegal immigrants to earn himself some fast cash and was caught. Surely, anyone who study Moral knew better than to be disloyal to your own country. Chapter 101: We must never betray our own country. Does that click?

You bet I will definitely file a complaint against her for her poor service. Hey moron, watch who you're messing with next time!

When It All Collides

I just came back home.

Went to KK to get the finance stuff sorted out, but the bank system abruptly hang. Haiz... Have to go there again tomorrow...

This afternoon, I received my lodging offer. Deadline 24 October 2008!!! God, that's like a week away. Hmmm, the RM to AUD conversion rate is not bad. I'll keep my fingers crossed that it will stay that way always. Haha! I AUD to RM 2.37. Not bad... Lols, ever since I got my offer letter last Monday (Oct 6), all the AUD currency suddenly dropped for no reason.

I got so excited with the lodging thing that I printed lots of the copies. The rules and regulations section was like 17 pages long. Wow! there's a lot of silly rules. Will post them in the future when I'm free. I was thinking of buying myself a bicycle, since there's bicycle space available. Haha! I want to bring my electric guitar as well if I'm allowed to! Went out to town after jamming the poor printer.

I swear to God I don't ever want to do office work, 'coz the traffic is horrible! Everywhere is jammed pack with automobile of all sorts! It's totally chaotic!!! Malaysian drivers are notoriously impatient and rude. Accident rates are alarmingly high! Speaking of which, I haven't had my driving license yet. Haiz...

Had to wait for my dad to finish his work. I hang around the SMC cafeteria (forgot to have my lunch in all the hassle) at around 4 pm, eating a bowl of Soto Ayam and drink a big packet of Ribena (with glucose). Can't seem to focus on what's on the menu, 'coz I m too hungry to read. Everything seems so blur that I thought I was going to faint! Food always tastes the best when you're hungry! I forgot when was the last time I drank Ribena XP

But my dad kinda resent me keep relying on the gastric pill to counteract the pain. He said how am I going to take care of myself when I'm in Uni. I guess he's right, I don't really know how to take care of myself. I'm slightly disorganised...

Tomorrow Physics lesson is still on. Even though it's a holiday... This morning, Ms. Joanna came to the study area and that's usually not a good sign if teacher suddenly approach you in a study area especially in the middle of the holiday! And I'm right, she announced there's more Biology extra class. Bummer! I was thinking of sleeping late that day.

Tonight, I'm going to read some Physics I think. Haha! Maybe nuclear physics.

Random Crazygtown31 Database

Thought of the day: I dunno what is wrong with me. Everyday A-Level is approcahing yet I still don't study. I don't have the mood yet. Everyday I come back home, I keep thinking of my uni life and all the currency conversion and stuffs. Haiz... If only I didn't study A-Level in IS...

State 15 weird/habits/little known facts about yourself. The 10 people I tag are then supposed to follow in my footsteps and state their 15 weird things, habits, and little known facts.


1. I have a crazy obsession about oysters and clams. I like to eat them!!! Everytime I go to a seafood restaurant, I'll grumble if no one order oysters/clams for me.

2. Ambidextrous. The ability to do things with both hands. Although my handwriting using left hand is not that pretty and I can't play my guitar with my right hand on the frets, you can consider me as an ambidextrous person. I shot basketball with my left hand and lay-up with my right hand. Lols!

3. I know this is weird, but I prefer to watch Malay movie rather than Chinese movie. 'Coz I don't understand Cantonese and the Chinese movies are often unrealistic. In fact, I like to read Malay story books and novels.

4. Couch potato. Although I don't like to admit I'm a TV addict, I often spent my whole day in front of TV during holidays, despite there's nothing to watch. My favourite haunt? CSI Miami. I'm not a computer worm though...

5. Most people don't actually know the real me. You think you know me, but you don't. Haha...

6. My sun sign is Aquarius, moon sign is Scorpio and ascending sign is Taurus. My moon sign states that I will get jealous easily when I'm in love. And when people first know me, I will most probably exhibit traits of a typical Taurus.

7. I have a dual personality. Sort of like Jekyl and Hyde. But I usually hide the other self and till this day no one knows the other side of me. Haha...

8. I like to listen to Moon River. Don't ask me why.

9. I used to like a guy for 7 long years. Lols!

10. I hate entertainment news, especially all the Taiwan entertainment programme!!! I really hate it!!! It's a waste of time!!! Like Pheobe...

11. My favourite day of a week is Monday! I'm a Monday baby. And Monday babies are full of face. That means Monday Babies are always charming^^

12. I think with my heart, rather than my head on most occassion.

13. Everyday I have to have afternoon tea, otherwise I couldn't function the later part of the day. I love to drink TEA!!! Especially Earl grey and English breakfast tea!!! Lols! Another obsession.

14. I'm scared of lifts and quiet, gloomy staircase. The scariest thing to me is to take a lift to any floor in a hotel alone. That's a nightmare!!!

15. When I was young, I always sing to myself. My kindergarden teacher wrote in my report card: " Jiaming is a good and obedient girl. She can finishes her work quickly and always sings or hummes to herself after that ... bla bla...(forgot the rest)"

I wanna tag:
1. CKB
2. Clive
3. Chris Hong
4. Yogurt
5. Elaine Wong
6. Kah Yang
7. Ah Liau
8. Harald
9. Rachel
10. Charlene

Got It But Dunno What To Do With It

God, I really shouldn't type this post. Just finished my Bio practical, investigating the rate of oxygen uptake in germinating seeds or should I say bean sprout. My capillary tube was so busted with bands of black ink that the lab assistant had to keep using his giant syringe to clear the tube. And MY JACKET!!! It was stain with the black ink and can't be washed off. GRRRR...

Anyway, I have to share this!

After weeks of waiting, I finally got my offer of admission letter from Murdoch Uni yesterday. I was so damn happy that I locked myself in the room and giggle till my tummy hurts. Haha.

Now...

I was wondering whether I should take this offer. Bachelor of Environmental Science in Murdoch University. Study period of 4 years.

First, there's the financial aspect. My dad says he can support my lodging and living expenses for my 1st and 2nd year. But I probably will have to find a part time job in Perth to earn some living expenses but he'll still pay for my tuition fee for 3rd and 4th year. I don't mind at all because I have to think for my sisters as well. However, can anyone tell me how much can I earn on average for a part time job?

And, there's the silly part. Do I really want to study environment science and take this as my long career? Haha, I guess I do. But my mum insisted that I should study Pharmacy or Dentistry. She says it's a safe bet rather than studying some Environment Science. 'Coz she heard lots of the people who study Environment Science ended up jobless, in Australia and Malaysia. Particularly her friend's sons and daugthers. Help!!! I really don't want to be a dentist or pharmacist. It's not what I want. What's so fun about mixing medicines or scaring away all the kids with the dentist equipments in my office?

Lastly, there's the health issue. Since I will be applying for a single room, who is going to look after me if I'm sick is the question my parents ask me. With the long medical history of mine ranging from pneumonia to Achilles tendon injury, it is virtually impossible to keep me immune from all sorts of sickness, especially when I'm aboard. Somehow i will always ended up with allergy or gastric pain. I'm always the sick prone child in my family. Haiz...

So, what should I do now?

Caught In Confusion

Lately, I've been confused.

As in a state of perplexity and bafflement.

I don't know what I do everyday. I don't give a damn about my schoolwork. Everything seems to be blurry at the moment. I don't know why I'm still alive. It feels like I don't care about A-Level at all. I often wonder have I made the right decision to stay in Institut Sinaran for my A-Level.

Frankly speaking, I'm bored of studying science stuffs. Perhaps it has somthing to do with me being a typical Aquarius, I get bored when I do the same thing over and over again. I just can't help it.

I remembered an English poem that I learnt in Senior 2: The Road Not Taken. When I read the poem, I honestly feel what the intellectual side the poet is trying to convey to me. I feel like I've not choosen the right path in my life, to be exact, studying the art of science. God, how I wish I could turn back time and return to Junior 3 when we have to choose between Science stream or Arts Stream. If it do happen, I would never choose Science Stream 'coz i don't like what am i studying now. Bored actually. I was reading polarisation of light when I realised I don't even know what am I reading. I just had to know what is it to sit for my A-level exam. How ironic!

Studying arts and music has always been my dream. I wish I was an interior designer or even a studio artist or was in some kind of punk band, rather than being a well-known scientist. I wanted to jam like a real band in my life. That's my dream. Sure, I quit my piano lesson when i was 11. But I regret it ever since I do so. If I hadn't, I would have probably sit for my grade 8 exam last year. It feels like someone have just taken my soul away. My happy soul. Then since PMR, I vowed to take music lessons again. This time I chose classic guitar and I never regret since. A friend of mine gave me a broken electric guitar. It's now being repaired so I can play with it after A-Level. Now that's something I'm looking forward to.

And as for my arts... Well, when I was 5, I won a 5th place for an Aladdin colouring competition organised by Maybank. In Primary 5, I entered a My Beautiful Malaysia competition, again hosted by Maybank(why is it always this bank?). I draw a beautiful sunset (from a child's sense) and sent it in just on the due date. I didn't won. But they sent me an official letter to invite me to the Finals in KL. Then I realise it was actually a nationwide children drawing competition and I'm in! Because I don't have the confidence to win, so I rejected to go to KL. Maybank, however, did give me RM 100 as a token of participation. It may not be a lot, but I was overjoyed on the fact that someone do appreciate what am I doing. Someone actually like what I draw. I still keep the official letter you know. Haha, the childish side of me!

When my junior UEC result came out, I just had my eyes on my arts subject. I was happy that I got an A for it. It means a lot to me. I don't care about my Maths and Science. Lols, I'm not bragging. It's just a sense of accomplishment that I willl never forget in my life. Of course you all have something you can do better than others right? Everyone does.

I listened to Cardinal Avenue's Happy(Modern Love) this morning and was busy flipping Junk Magazine, a regional music magazine, instead of my Physics book. Then I realised I don't even know why I feel that I wanted my photo in this very magazine maybe ten years from now. I wanna be the featured artist, I want to be interviewed by papparazi! I wanna produce an album that comprises the punk/rock songs and jazz songs that I whipped out. Lols, I'm mad now! It's something I craved for. Yet it seems so far away from me now...
Give me a sketch book and colour pencils, or even a brand new electric guitar to test whether it's out of tune and I'll be in heaven. You won't get anywhere if you want me to read science books.

Lols. Sometimes, I just feel like I want to dump everything and hide in a place where no one can find me. Yet, I still have to live on. Yeah, yeah I know... I don't have to stressed my self out if I don't like what I'm studying.

I'm still gonna continue to take Environment Science since I've already give my word for it. I choose Environment Science 'coz it's a bit of Biology, Geography, Chemistry and Statistics. Yes, I do like Statistics and Geography mind you.... And I still like Biology. I like to read food chains, pollution, ecosystems and stuffs. Just not some polaroid, superposition of waves, Group VII, man I'm gonna go paranoid at this rate!!!

Gotta go. Gettin' a migraine now. I broke the no-touching-the computer-before-A-Level-is-over rule again... So guys, can you please tell me what am I fighting for? 'Coz I'm kinda befuddled.

P.S. Check out the popfolio player I've just uploaded for songs I 'm currenly listening to: Cardinal's Avenue- Happy(Modern Love) 'coz it rocks!!! Estrella's Stay is not bad too but this is not the original version.